So I've been thinking... about how I'm getting older and wondering in what direction my life is going. I've got the hubby, the kids, a job I enjoy but there's still that nagging thought in the back of my mind. I've thought about it quite a bit over the past few years but I've given it a lot of thought recently. I'm talking about going back to school. I think it's time. But at the same time I'm nervous. I know I'm not too old, because I believe you're never too old to grow and to continue to educate yourself. I guess I'm just afraid of starting something I can't finish. Not because I don't have the drive or the motivation but because of everything else I have going on... with the family, with work. Alina's still so little and Mariah, although she's older now, she still needs me. But am I just making excuses for myself?
If and when I do go back to school what do I want to go for? I've thought about billing and coding but I don't know if I want to be in the medical field for the rest of my professional life. I've also thought about becoming and Esthetician but eh... it'd be fun but I'm not too sure if I have that much interest in it to make a career out of it. Then there's graphic design and/or web design. That's something I enjoy doing in my spare time. I have played around with it before and I like it very much. I was looking around yesterday as I was redesigning the look of this blog and I came across some portfolios that totally inspired me! I would love to work for a company like Savoir Faire Media or The Cutes Site On The Block or maybe even have my own business so day!
Decisions, decisions! I'll keep you posted ;)
